时间足够爱你2.0（兼营歌曲联播）: 血色浪漫

昨天在公司内网上看了一篇网友写的连载，《七年黑道生涯，刺激和痛苦辛酸的回味》。很少看小说，网络小说的更别提了，完全是因为故事发生地实在太熟悉才引发兴趣。后来看回帖才知道原来这篇文章已经在天涯上连载了9个月。我昨天一口气看完，很少有这么连贯的阅读了，嘿嘿

“涉黑”题材现在好像铺天盖地，电视就不提了，肯定不少，我这种几乎不看电视的人都常常被枪声和故弄玄虚的音乐"熏陶"。小说等等一定也不会少。本地媒体前几天也刊登了一篇打击恶势力的报道。正验证了咱做啥事都是一窝蜂。单纯的警匪题材我没什么兴趣，再说过去也都被拍烂了。我所感兴趣的是一个个血性男儿，比如这篇《七年黑道生涯》。当然平心而论作者写的也不算很好，只是文中的这些地名实在太熟悉不过，所以对这篇文章有种特别的感情。而且就我了解的情况，这也并非一篇完全杜撰的小说。

同样题材的，我读过（没读完）一本更出色的小说，都梁写的《血色浪漫》（他写的《亮剑》可能更出名些），讲述文革时还是小屁孩的那一代青年。只要提起“文革”就可让我兴奋，虽然那是场浩劫，可是从另一角度来看，年青人总是冲动激情的，甚至是有颠覆欲的，多少带着点如今久违的浪漫。只是冲动都是有代价的，被利用就更糟了。文革不是五四。而“血色”、“浪漫”，这是多好的名字，读这样小说，浑身的血液都似在翻滚，血性充盈，仿佛来自远古人类的、如今早已被封存的本能的呼唤。杰克·伦敦、海明威，都曾让我有同样的感觉。书不错，可惜拍成的电视实在太糟。我因喜欢小说而专门找来电视剧看，第一集没看完就看不下去，相当多的本应重点着墨的情节几乎一切换就算完事了，这么温柔哪有什么血性。相比之下还是《阳光灿烂的日子》更好一些。

奉上一曲Eagles的Desperado，曾经很喜欢的一首歌。

Eagles - Desperado

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
You been out ridin' fences for so long now.
Oh, you're a hard one, I know that you got your reasons,
these things that are pleasin' you can hurt you somehow.
Don't you draw the queen of diamonds, boy,
she'll beat you if she's able,
you know the queen of hearts is always your best bet.
Now it seems to me some fine things
have been laid upon your table,
but you only want the ones that you can't get.

Desperado, oh, you ain't gettin' no younger,
your pain and your hunger, they're drivin' you home.
And freedom, oh, freedom, well, that's just some people talkin',
your prison is walkin' through this world all alone.
Don't your feet get cold in the winter time?
The sky won't snow and the sun won't shine,
it's hard to tell the nighttime from the day.
You're losin' all your highs and lows.
Ain't it funny how the feelin' goes away?

Desperado, why don't you come to your senses?
Come down from your fences, open the gate.
It may be rainin', but there's a rainbow above you.
You better let somebody love you,
you better let somebody love you
before it's too late.